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Memories [20 Jan 2008|07:22pm]
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Now that I am back from my 5 day tripp in the u.s
There's things that stick out in my mind.
1. When we were bording our first flight, tiny little one it was windy and I was so exited, the plane had massive propellers and linzi looked like avril as she boarded cause of her bag.
2. We were in paris charles de gaul airport and were walking up these stairs looking for termanal 2e and it was so empty and I thought how massive this airport was.
3. Coming out of the plane toilet , feeling like shit and seeing jade and linzi pearing out the window, to a sight I will never forget icebergs everywhere as we were passing over greenland.
4. Walking to a security gate at newark airport and seeing a massive american flag with the words welcome to america , actuly just WOW.
5. Being gutted when the taxi drivers at newark airport were rude.
6. Playing snowball fights with jade & linzi in the FREEZING hotel car park at like 10pm.
7. Singing made up broadway songs with linzi, and having a call from hotel staff to shup up, continuing to sing and having crazy irsh lady screaming at our door.
8. Getting off the NJTrasit at new york madision square gardens and seeing a borders
That I couldn't see the top of.
9. Seeing the empier state building.
10. Seeing avril and her green bask on a massive FUSE screen at there studios.
11. Actuly turning to speak to jade and seeing the new york statue , mind blowing.
12. Being on the island with lady liberty and seeing N.Y.C across the water.
13. Time square<3
14. Walking through the velvet red ropes and walking through what I though was the most richest place ever, empier state building.
15. Being at the top of the world, there's no words.
16. Seeing such a cute dog on the way to new jersey.
17. Talking to a girl who thought I was david in the hotel lobby.
18. Getting to the back of the arena and seeing the 1000s of people screaming while waiting for simple plan.
19. Meeting chris who then handed us meet and greet passes.
20. Standing with jade & linzi being interveiwed live on pst radio.
21. Seeing davids face when he saw us.
22. Seeing avril come on and sing girlfriend.
23. Meeting katie in the marriot hotel.
24. Being told I was pretending to be scottish that I was actuly american.
25. Going to the bar and have seb come sit with us.
26. Seb<3
27. David saying he liked my shoes and that we were into the same things and talking about greendays side project.
28. Going to bed in hotel after having best night of my life so far.
29. Giving david a hoodie I bought him in primark.
30. Asking how much a taxi to pougekeepsie is, being told $400 lol
31. Seeing the guy from K104 come find me and take me into another meet and greet.
32. Jade telling me a girl in the que got exited cause she thought I was david.
33. Seeing simple plan again
34. Messing up the hotel again.
35. Seeing more snow than I have ever seen.
36. On the train thinking I was in british colimia.
37. Being in TGI fridays in new york.
38. Not so bad as chuck game.
39. Finding sickness/sleeping pills in JFK airport.
40. Thinking about it all again, having memories in my head forever,

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[18 Sep 2007|10:15am]
so i am in work
its so shite doing somthing you hate for like peenuts
but i think everyone is in the same boat
who wouldnt want to win the lottery and live the life we all dream

i think i would be happy if i was in a job i love and that was exiting and new
but its not

so its what mid sept and its linzi's birthday the day
this time next year my wee lassie turns 18
god i wonder what it will be like this time next year

i actuly cant wait for the big brother auditions on the 24th of nov cause all these wee signs i have been seeing will explained
do they mean anything or do they mean nothing
alot of people still wonder why i want to go on such a show
i cant really explain it
so i wont try
just keep my fingers crossed that this year is my year
cause to be fair
i cant put up with this normal life
"i dont want you 9 to 5"

i aint updated in ages
well i have but its not shown to you ya nosey lot
lol

i got my ipod back and you have no idea how happy i am i love music

:)
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[02 Jul 2007|10:56am]
On friday i went to work myself , and done it for 4 hours then left , went to ASDA to again meet garth gates , linzi and trina and marc were there , we had lots of laughs and then met him again
nice guy

Saturday - i sat in the house all days trying to get in contact with jade , with no luck
so was sitting in wacthing tv , i swicthed to the news only to hear about a glasgow terror attack
a car drove into glasgow airport , and 2 men drove a car into the airport and set it and themselfs on fire
it was so horrible to see , that airport used to be my home lol
so i am feeeling the way i used to feel in london
no one really understands in my eyes
although linzi tried so hard to when i started crying in town

we then went home to my house , and made
"ladyboys of the hour"
the linzi and iain radio show
may be coming to a youtube account near you soon ;)

then we went to bed i woke up in a state cause i had had such a horrible dream that me and my mum and linzi died because of globle warming , thats a short version of events
i saw flames and death it was horrible
but aparently according to dream book , i will be in perfect health
:)

so then we went to jagged edge and again never got taken
we met up with jade who had just came back from willows and hollys
we all went to borders , and played the peoples challenge (quiz show)
Then jade found a wicked book about chatroom freecks

so now i am in work :(
gutted i NEED to go buy new trousers today because i keep getting into trouble
and i am going to go shopping in town
wont buy anything but cause i am scared i will have no money
i am so exited cause marc said he would make me heroes season 1 so i dont need to wait till dec for them to come out
wow
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[29 Jun 2007|10:09am]
i am in work and bored so i shall blog as they say.

well whats been up?
not much

took the day off my work on tuesday and got on a train to newcastle , met linzi at like 7:30am and we borded the smelly virgin train , while trying so hard and failing to get through to my work , phones dont work on virgin trains (suprise suprise) another shite services.

so after a good we talk and explaining somthing to linzi thats been on my mind we got into newcastle and asked somone where the metro center was?
OMG THE ACCSENT is soooo amazing and funny i loved it , they talk like no one else in the world
its rules so we spoke to as many people as we could lol
got a taxi and got the the biggest shopping center i had ever saw , until later on that day
so we went to HMV and there was no one there suprise suprise
so we went shopping like we do
bought news jeans
black ;)

Then we went back into newcastle town and shoped there , some awesome shops
apart from mavrick , that was shite
Then after a while we met garath gates and linzi cried and it was all good , then we came home and on the way home i was on the train and 2 gay guys stated having fucking full on sex cause the carrige was empty , was weird , i moved.

so yeah i am in work , and after it i shall go see jade and linzi cause after going all the way down to newcstle he is coming up here lol
thats why we went by the way cause garath gates was doing a signing.

i stayed with jade last night and wacthed such an awesome movie "my date with drew" , if it aint fake (which judgeing by the end sooo wasnt) i loved it
would love to do somthing like that for sarah michelle gellar , i love her so much people dont forget that she rules the fucking world ok , and me and jade had a laugh , she is off work , lucky bitch

think i am going to willows and hollys at the weekend
gonna take drugs :P

i am shitting myself inside cause of somthing i am doing today and just hope and pray to who ever listens to us that i am good and well

i saw pictures on spices girls in the metro , they were all so pretty and victoria beckam is actuly stunning i never reisled that before
hot hot hot
:P
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[21 Jun 2007|09:47am]
its been a while since i updated this thing
so here it is........

really the main reason i aint updated is because i am back in glasgow and nothing really exiting happens here

ever hated somone so much , but cant ever get away from them
i am going to sound like a crazy person now
that why i shall be delteing people before i post this

this person i hate them so much , there more confusing than anyone
they can tell me somthing that i then belive is wrong when really its not
and they can tell me things that mess with my head more than anyone

and i know people out there in the world will know what i am talking about and understand but at this moment i dont know anymore

i am so confused , i dont know really whats right/wrong in the world
and what if what you think isnt whats right
example:
a woman from americas most hated family , she goes to dead soilders graves and has signs that say "queer dead solider" they are so horrible
and the world hates them
BUT
what if what there saying is correct and its US thats living wrong and its them , the most hated people in america thats right

thats just an example , i dont acctuly think there correct

and they also tell you things that make you think there somthing wrong with you and you worry so much you want to go to the docters

arahhh
fucking arsehole

other than the tottal fucking mess in my head

i am good , i am so exited about getting payed my luxuary is buying heroes season 1 boxset
and the rest is to live
and £100 for the twins

god what i pishy update its like britneys letter , yas have been waiting so long for it
then pish

:P

oh did i tell you about my new book
"you just have to loooook for it"
naw kiddin its amazing
101 things to do before you die <3
i will do them all .....promise

x
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[04 Jan 2007|09:31pm]
ok so my goodbye to my family wasnt what i expected and i was upset
and my goodbye to jade and linzi was heartbreaking
but after all that
i got on a train to the airport met a checky cunt of a clicky
got to the check in desk and was made to pay £91 fuck fuck fuck i coulndt belive it
i then said bye to linzi and sat in departures looking at what good charlotte had done to themselves
then i got aboard the plane , was raging cause i didnt even get a window seat , i had wanted one so much
then i felt sick and thought fuck gutted for me when i go on a plane for like 7 hours too new york
then i finnaly got to london stanstead , that airport is HUGE and i took those 2 fucking cases to a train which i thought was what i had to do , turns out wrong and it was a bus and i was on the bus and saw things like a wee hicthhiker and then i saw a sign that said "30 seconds to mcdonalds" and just smiled i was in london :)
so i got on the tube and draged my cases to loughton and i arrived and unpacked some things then i went some shoppping , bought beans ,bread , tizar.
then i got my very own set of keys cut and came back and wacthed the music chanels , then feel asleep
and the twins came in , it was soooo great to see them
i now think i am gonna have a great time here
i am going into london tomorrow for my job interveiw and i am gonna look and see if i can find any other places looking for people i am gonna try camden , and not buy anything btw , cause of the bloody airport i hardley have any money.

so i will be back soon to let ya know what happens
this laptop is beast btw

also i have been on nearly every form of transport today
bus , train , plane , coach , tube , taxi
god mr travel eh

byeee
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[03 Jan 2007|06:10pm]
after this update i am going to disconect my computer
and this is it

bye bye home

hello new life in london

x
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[20 Sep 2006|09:01am]
"road trip"

2007

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yep from one side of the usa to the other
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[08 Sep 2006|01:52pm]
just a quick i am on my lunch break with nothing to do update i think

so iain
how life??

great last night i went to see aiden , they were great yeah loved it
was nice seeing and hanging out with laura cause i aint done that in so long

and the other night i went to see the blackout eighteen visions lol
i loved the blackout as always they were great , stood and spoke to sean a bit after the gig about the kerrang party , nah nah i got into the aftershow and he didnt lol
so yeah 18 visions were not that bad , considering i only stayed for 4 songs as the lead signer was doing my fucking box in just everything he done , he anyoed me.

work at the moment is really getting to me
i cant complain cause i get paid but still
its fucking shite

i wish this other job would just get back to me and say , yeah quit ur job and start here , and u will get even more money

i am really exited about getting my SLR cam
i have great plans for it

wow big update iain

the weekend should be a barrel of laughs , got some great people heading to polo for a night of hot sex fun

:P

x
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[01 Sep 2006|09:42pm]
MY GOD

:O

when i was in london i saw an advert for a movie called "flight 93"
i have now spent 3 days downloading it
and have just finished wacthing it
at first i thought it was a story about what happend to those on the planes
it wasnt it was like a documentry

BUT OMFG
EVERYONE NEEDS

everything in it adds up
everything

it fucking scary , how messed up this worlds learders REALLY are

it really is time for the world to acsepted 9/11 for the lie that killed thousands of people (including my uncle jimmy) to make billions upon trilions of dollers

wacth it and you will undertstand
it unbeliveble
i cried at one point because i relised that my uncle jimmy died for the STUPID GOVERMENT

SEE IT NOW PLEASE I WANT THE WHOLE WORLD TOO KNOW ALL THIS
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[26 Aug 2006|11:38am]
people ask why i love london so much

the day arrived "thrusday"

was the kerrang awards and met , nfg , aiden , travium , fall out boy , lostprophets , panic at the disco , meatloaf , PLACEBO , taking back sunday , less than jake , slayer , bring me the horizen , fightstar , briagde , the blackout , the black prade

i met all these people and they were all super nice
apart from panic , who got boo'd HAHAH

so after that went to the aftershow and saw people arrive but the dude from less than jake came over to me and gave me an invite to the after show cause i had awesome geeky glasses
so after a while , me and cathy went in

wasnt as good as the kerrang 25th birthday party
would be cool if i was tottaly coked out ma heed!!
but i wasnt so it was far too busy
i mean we saw like everyone there

so then like if that wasnt enough for the whole week
yesterday "friday"

we went too camden , ohhh how i love it
and we went to the mtv studio cause emma (matts girlfriend) told us he was gonne be there
after a while of waiting he turned up and was out for about 10 mins , just talking at one point there was an ocward silence lol
then he was to pick somone to go on tv with to ask him a question
it was supose to be me but there was 2 other girls there and they had never met him so i was like yeah just go in i dont mind.

THEN went to get my lip peirced and i got there and the girl was like i have a few bands in and i was like oh who and she went well i done that guy from blink 182 lip
:o tom delonge
and i was like i got the person who peirced toms lip DONE MINE TOO

so today we are off to meet MRC which will be another GREAT DAY
I CANT TELL YOUY HOW MUCH I LOVE IT HERE

PICTURES WILL COME SOON
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[17 Jul 2006|07:51pm]
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WORKING BOY NOW


first day at tthe call center today
went really well
just was showed about
and got to know people

i cant wait to actuly start
(2 weeks training first)

AND
I CANT WAIT TILL NEXT FRI
£320 WAGES

:D
x
X
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[15 Jun 2006|07:09pm]
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i was on THAT red carpet with all those people
and was at a party with them too

:P

x
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[15 Jun 2006|01:24pm]
♥ @ London )
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[17 Mar 2006|11:54am]
David ♥ )
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[05 Mar 2006|10:09pm]
:(

feeling a wee bit shite tonight

i hate what i am just now
not like OMG i am ugly
or omg i am fat
or anything like that

person under ma skin
me

well me is a really really nasty cunt
linzi and jade sort of made me relise that today

and it feels shit :(
x
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[27 Feb 2006|01:37pm]

my mum

she is being too amzing about new york

cause she is so poor at the moment , she asked if she could borrow an other £100 today to pay for stuff

and she will give me it all and some more back when i NEED to pay for new york.

we were talking about where i can go she was like
would ya go put some flowers at the twin towers spot
for my uncal...*tear*
made me shed a wee tear.

then she said "why dont ya get a bus over to las vagas u love that place"
ahha how small does she think the states are
would take about 2 days on a bus
bless her

feeling a bit better today
x
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[26 Feb 2006|05:57pm]
for fuck sakes dont know ya think
i have feelings too

it hurts me aswell

its hard for me too

but oh no fuck me
i dont matter at all
of course
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[26 Feb 2006|05:35pm]
right oh well

:(

and

:)

so like everyone was right i supose ...warped tour aint happening
i would like to see u get £567 before avaliblity goes up
its hard you know.

aye but all is not lost...cause when we were there we looked about for more dates and there's a great deal
for nov and its my birthday week nov
the 20th till the 26th
how amazing
my dream
18th in new york

so ms jade calder , ms linzi drew and mr iain goode
our names are on those seats on that flight
just have to pay them
thats when it gets shit again
i have the money now to pay like tommrow but jade and linzi dont
:(

but like NOW it seems ok cause there are cheap deals online and i dont think they would need the money in the next few days.

so it gives jade more time to get the money
and linzi

and then we shall be away before ya know it
for 1 week
xxxx
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[24 Feb 2006|12:10am]
ohhhhh

boared

just a wee bit

i have like no life without Simple Plan tour
if i was on it now i would be getting back to the hostel , hotel just now going to bed , up early to queue next morning.....
but i aint soooooo naw

tommrow i am gonna call pam and get her into glasgow town to hang with me for a while
go a wee bit of shoping take her about ya know...

so today offt hefty shite
there was a guy murdered just down the street from me , fucking scary shit
tape everywhere NEE NAW , cars , guys in white suits
ohh naw just not nice at all

lol we decied that he is hiding in brian shower so he went out dirty today...point and laugh :P
been fun talking of brian guess who is going to cardonald college ....aye pure up here for toast N beans and he can come to ma chippy for roll N chips

if i aint working by then....hopfully i will be
offt its all exiting this
caz has been messageing me
katty might be coming to
and stefi
emma is being turned round by the idea
new york here we come
it will be like london , we need to get a train everywhere

weekend is looking cool too
going to lesley's party
woo hoo

*yawn* now i am tierd
i miss simple plan
i miss david
xxxxxx
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